Ok this is going to sound extremely stupid. But I just need to talk about it cuz I’m annoyed. I friggen can’t breathe. Ever. I’m always short of breath. I can’t do ANYTHING without having to breathe really heavy afterward. I literally can’t even have a conversation with someone because if I have to say a really extended sentence, I can’t fucking breathe. Having a deviated septum sucks. And it’s always really embarrassing when I’m at school and I have to walk all over campus, and then walk into a classroom and it sounds like I just had to run the fucking mile. Just now I had to take a huge breath and I’m just laying down in my bed. I can’t eat without having to stop to breathe. I can’t kiss for long periods of time. :l Since I can’t breathe through my nose, I sometimes like.. forget? to breathe through my mouth and then I have to take a HUGE breath to make up for it and my heart starts beating all crazy. Oh god. I’m such a baby for being upset about this, but I guess it’s just frustrating. I’m highly considering getting this surgery but I’m just scared.
(Source: rockyh0rr0rbeetlejuice)
